I think I starting to have some feeling for super junior from Korea... Their 'sorry sorry' is damn awesome la, regardless the song or the dance make me so crazy in it... OMG!!!! All members in super junior is cool n style especially when they dance.... I love it!!!

Party with my bitches.....

This Janice is drunk again... sigh, I told her I MUST blog about her this night. she is super duper high, in fact I believe is drunk la. Do you guys know what she did outside Le bar, she drop her lighter and yet she pick up a cigarette bud on the floor.... hahahaha

me and von

cry baby and lala

me and Alicia

I adore you

Lisa, Yvonne and Stella

Yvonne, Lisa and me

Fated to meet

THIS IS...........

the 1st night I went partying with von since she married, or even can say a period of time before she married, due to her vexing stuff, she needs to come out for some fresh air.. as for what has happen to her, I think it's not convenient to disclose here.. sorry :) We have a quite enjoyable night, with Lisa and some IP zone stuff , or ex stuff, hee I don't really know sia.. never ask much. I can see Von quite enjoy her day that night although thru out the day she still got some argument with XXXXX.... She is fcuking high la!!! hahaha, She reprimanded me for making her fake eye lash drop.. hey man, I didn't do it purposely K, I wipe your tears with good intention , you this cry baby, next time buy stronger lash glue la, aiyo. She said she have to bring extra lash out when she go out with me.. muahahaha!!!!

anyway I really hope everything will goes fine for her soon... I don't know why recently there are a curse going ard.. Most of my friends got quarrel, argument session with their another half. hope everything goes fine for them too.. :( Hope this world goes round and round with peace.

@------>-------

03/09/09 In memory of Danny Lee

This year is the 6th year since Danny left... I really can't deny times fly. Till now I still cannot forget how he left me, everything just happen in a moment. Sometimes I just cannot understand why god is so unfair, god take him away in such a sudden and this is so cruel to so many ppl. Sometimes I would think that am I the Jinx to him who causes all this. He ask me whether shld him ride his bike to the chalet, I said "ride lo, if wanna buy stuff is more convenient". If i know everything will end up like this, I will definitely say NO. I nv mention this incident recently, so let me refresh a bit. In some days of july 2003, we book a chalet for Doreen's 18th bday, we really very enjoy the chalet, perhaps we actually whack the whole chalet..lol !!! Suddenly, Bebe comes to Doreen and says" eh Doreen, you very cb de leh, invited ppl come but nv entertain ppl!" hahaha then Doreen was like so shock and replied" Since when I invited them". From that moment, I met Danny........ The whole chalet was so happening and crazy, and I'm craving for something to fill my tummy but we do not have transport to travel there until I heard the group actually ride here. I also forget and don't know how I approach him to sent me there. The most funny part was when I got all my thing and stand in front of the cashier and I realise that I nv bring any cent with me and I ask Danny to pay.. hahaha ( Doreen says" u very daring hor, what if he nv bring $ leh.") hahaha , seriously at the point of time I nv feel anything cos I'm in high mode already.. LOL so this is how I met Danny...

As for how we get tgt I really don't...... In fact, I don't even know whether are we officially tgt. but I can only say he really dote on me a lot lo... He did quite a lot of thing for me which I think I don wanna bring up here la.... Our relationship is very short and yet is very memorable... When the day he passed away which is on 03/09/03, I was completely loss, I don't know what to do next and perhaps I was shocked! Cos I never expect this kinda thing will happen to me.

Anyway, this is already the past and I can only place him in my mind as a good memory. Hope Danny is doing well and living happily in another world....

Danny, you are always remember by us................... bless you

09-09-09

Ytd night was quite a peaceful normal working night. I have myself, my bitchy Jolynn, drunkard Janice and a new girl name Cat. We actually don't have enough ppl to work so Pauline arrange Janice to help up. After a week when this funny funny arrangement started, ytd was the 1st night I met Janice. I thought we will drifted apart but I was totally wrong, we miss each other sooOOoOoo much!!!! We hugged together and say we missed each other soOooo much like have nv meet for century... hahaha... Though ytd sales figure is not in satisfaction thus we had an enjoyable working night... cheers

Politics

Politics in offices, I believe every readers heard and seen before... but pub politic I'm sure not everyone heard before. Is kind of...... how should I put it? Shame? don't know how to say. With effect from 1st sept 09, something funny funny will happen.. n bloody shit, I really hate and unwilling la! I believe is a kind of way for the bosses to make money or what, I don't know.. I really don't know what the hell in their mind. They only think for their own benefit. I strongly agree with what Janice told me that day, she told me that she also don't like this kind of arrangement. It hurts we gals relationship seriously.... Most of our gals have been working together for years already, now have to separate into 2 groups. I think we will end up with internal conflict which I think some of us will not realise and the boss will happily counting the revenue in the office. Hope my cousin will get back to me asap with the interview notice for SK. Hope can leave this hell asap.


I really miss those days when the place just open. Everyone work with a smile. Laughter's goes ard in the place, and everyone knock off with peace and joy. Although there is sure problem happened but it is easily solve and we learn to forgive and forget.


I also don't understand why there is someone who is soOoOoOO looking into the commission. When I say is SoOOOoOOOo, I mean is very very SoOoO sOooOoo, it's exaggerate!!!!! Can u imagine, they rush to those customer like 180km/h if they know the customer is opening C bot. When the customer is opening beer, they walk just like Louis Vuitton Fashion Show. really BTH LA!!! Is it so important to get the bot comm? yes, money is very important but building up a good relationship and impression with fellow colleague, isn't it more important. Maybe she really needs a lot of money, in order to change a better "BUCKLE SEATS!!!!" for her car... Whahahaha


I really hope this stupid things won't affect our relationship, PEACE... WoRRY!!!

Random Random Random

I'm BACK!!!

Recently quite a lot of things happen, I also don't wer to start off with..... I think Im not going to bring up those saddening stuff to make u guy's mood bad...... I shall share something joyful with u guys.... :)

It's doreen's bday celebration at the cafe del mar (Sentosa) We have doreen, eileen, yvonne, me, eelyn, jie lin, nicole and bebe. We enjoy a whole hot afternoon, evening there by drinking and get high, partying and crazy photo taking. Happy bday to doreen......


Follow by my darling's 3rd bday celebration at The Chevron.....
All beloved friends and family came with their warm blessing and gift to the party and they are serve with home cooked buffet and snack..... Thanks you guys so much to give my boy an unforgettable bday party... Rayius is very happy that day!!!

I have been so moody recently, nothing can make me laugh or even smile. I hereby gotta thanks all my beloveds one like who given me courage and concern all this while. Whenever I feel down, I felt so grateful that I still have u all ard me. Thanks for not giving me up. Muacks and a big huggie for u all.

There are 2 celebration coming up!

Gotta get high and crazy on this coming Tuesday at cafe del mar. It's Doreen's bday bash!!!!!

hope we'll have unforgettable day.

Follow up is my beloved darling's 3rd bday at the Chervron.

Think this few celebration will help me to set all those rubbish aside temporary....

I finally sound everything out with all my complains. Overall I still think you are so immature. Instead of realise your mistake, you pushing it all back to me. Our problem is all internal, if you're not observant enough, I bet you won't understand and will start to assumed that I'm the one who start all problem for nothing. I'm really very sick and tired alrd can't you see. Instead you come out a solution to solve, you ask me whether am i still angry. Sometimes I wander you really understand what is going on anot, it's no longer whether I'm still angry anot you know. I can tell you, I'm not angry, there's nothing I can feel now alrd, cos my heart is DEAD. 我和你已经没有爱情，感情也慢慢在淡化了。我的心会隐隐作痛，因为一段婚姻经营得如此的差。

Tired

I'm very tired this few days, really damn tired. Wake up 8am in the morning, prepare darling's stuff, settle myself, bring darling to school and get myself to work. Although is tired, but seriously I quite like it. It can numb myself from bothering those bloody stupid stuff. You must be wandering what bloody stupid stuff, I also not very sure, I started to behave weird, sometimes my attitude was not very good, sometimes I choose to shut my mouth towards everybody except my lil sweet heart. I start boiling easily. I started to have unstable emotion. I really don't know why. Please don't tell me that is a depression, I have been searching information regarding depression in web, but i think I'm not that serious or even don't have maybe I think too much. I get headache easily, I feel like biting and scratching myself when i get agitated. Now I only like to stick with my lil sweet heart, beside work and him and it's still work and him. It has been a long time that I nv hold my stomach and laugh out loud.


:'(

DIRTY DIRTY DIRTY!!!

I really don't understand why some people can simply don't have the responsibility of tidying up of their own nest, that is your very own home isn't it, you have to be responsible to keep it clean and tidy isn't it? Or are you waiting for someone helpful or rather a poor thing who wish to live in a clean enviornment to make it everything done for you all? Well I think it is a responsibilty for everyone who staying together to maintain a clean enviornment.

Misses....

Hi, I really miss blogging like hell! I have been staying at mummy's place for the past 2 weeks. Cause I need to accompany my bf to school and fetch him after school. I loves the feeling when he start to wave at me with his lil hand and say bye bye to me without crying, I loves to see his face when he finish his school. I loves staying mummy's place so much The only thing I need to complain is, mummy's place don't have a computer, it caused my hand to itch terribly when I wanted to blog and surf net. How I wish I got a personal laptop that I can bring it along with me wherever I go, so that I can blog and surf net anytime anywhere.


Gotta end here, will blog more with more photo upload when I found my free time... Bye byeee!

Catz

This day, we happen to passed by this cat sitting in this funny position on the way back home, I found it cute so I took these pictures down. This weird cat sit just like a human being. Funny sia! BUT I seriously dislike cat, actually can put it this way, I scare of cats. I scare their long tail , they always touches you when they pass under your sit at the kopitiam when you happily having your meal. EEeeeeee "er xin" lo.

sick~~

Both darling and me is not feeling well............................................. :-(

Poor lil darling start his running nose this morning after bathing, at 1st I just tot that it caused by the air con every morning as usual. After school, his teacher informed me that his running nose is getting from bad to worst. Just brought him to consult the doctor earlier on, doctor said he only have minor flu and cough not serious. Darling was given 3 different medicine to finish. cough (black in colour"coke"), flu (green in colour "green apple" and fever (pink in colour "strawberry") mixture. Darling says this medicines are coke, green apple and strawberry to overcome his fear of swallowing these all down his throat.. haha cute~~ Now he is sleeping, not really having a good sleep I can tell, as he keep turning left and right and keep sneezing. My heart is so painful to see him like this. Haix, hopefully this virus wont pester him for long.

Poor me, rib cage aching since morning, it has been torturing me for good.... The feeling is like one of my rib broken, dangling inside me and rub with my organ inside me.. the feeling is so uncomfortable. I hope this can recover ASAP, I don't wanna end myself up in any hospital or clinic caused it's also kinda troublesome when you visit this kinda places. May god bless my son and me to recover soon. AMEN.

I caught it red handed!!!!!

LOOK What's this !!! I caught my bf holding another girl's hand. Rayius Eloy, I pay your school fee is for you to learn in school not for you to "sian char bo" okay!!! whahaha



Darling really love this lil cute si ying alot, he'll always wanna hold her hand after school and walk back home tgt.



SoOOOoooO cute!

1st july 09.

Ikea again, after darling's class we went Tampines branch to search for our stuff. Look at naughty Rayius above, looks like his house ya. LOL! I have been staying at my mummy house for the past few days since Rayius started school, it had been so long that I nv really enjoy the time with my family, the feeling was soOoOo shiok, have not been staying at my own house for long, this time round I really really enjoy and release staying at home, only staying at my own house, then I know what is call home sweet home , hee... Readers that read this part might be wandering whether I'm upset staying here, Yes I can tell you. I'm super duper uncomfortable and unhappy staying here. maybe I really like privacy lo, and I love and miss my family more...

30th June 2009

This day was a very very busy day, in the afternoon, I meet my mummy at Ikea to shop for some small furniture, and mummy was LATE for nearly an hour, quite pissed off but luckily I got my darling accompany me. We headed to the Ikea restaurant for some pasta and meat balls. After eating, we started to take out my hp and play a fool with the camera while waiting mummy to come, but all those pictures taken by darling was bloody ugly la, so I deleted all. We didn't actually buy much cos the stocks at Alexandra branch is not so complete. So, mummy decided to go Tampines branch the next day.

Next I had to rush to KK hospital to visit Eileen with Doreen, so mummy ask me to share a cab with her and she send me down there. Due to the H1n1 disease, it's kinda of many many process and registration in order to enter the hospital, so instead of we going up to visit her, she came down to see us. ha ha ha, don't say we cruel hor, cos she got a lot of friends who visited her at the same timing and only 2 person per visit. So isn't it better for her to come down hee. Just kidding, we can't really wait for our turn to come cos lil Kycia is crying for hunger in the car alrd, so we are quite rush. After that went to Doreen house "chop chop" settle our dinner fast as I got another shift to go~~ haha


This is naughty Kycia, playing so crazily in the car with me. In the end she got a nightmare that night... hahaha







Next, rushed to woodlands centre to meet my family, have to buy darling's school shoes and shop for groceries.I cannot imagine we can shop till sheng siong closed at the time of 11pm. wow!!!

Time for introducing products, I was wandering why the clothes that mummy washed always smell so fragrance, now i know it's a softener brand "DOWRY". It;s really smell soOooO nice lo!!!

He always likes to sit in there.......

Darling's new pair of school shoes and slippers. "婆婆买的" thank you mummy for so loving Rayius!!!!

1st july 09. rayius 1st day of school !!!

STAR TOTS PLAYGROUP

my darling is seriously playing with the puzzle



These are all my darling's classmates


This lil boy here is one of my darling's classmate Lincoln, I was so impressed by him cos he actually gave my darling a warm hug, when my my darling 1st step in to the class, this lil boy is very very cute, he got so many funny funny behavior that makes me laugh.



This is my darling with his uniform.

1st of July 2009,

1st day: Finally lil Rayius are able to join the class, due to many factors, have been dragging so long for him to enter the class. As before, everybody including me will expect he will sure cry like hell on the 1st day, but darling really proved everyone wrong!!! haha, he didn't cry at all....

but.............

2nd day: I walked out of the classroom without his notice while he was focusing on his puzzle game, I thought everything was fine until I picked him up after school, and you know what? His teacher told me that he actually cried for few minutes, but he stopped when the teacher on some song for them to sing and dance. His teacher feedback was "wow, Rayius like singing and dancing a lot ya, he stopped his crying when I on the song!"

3rd day: I brought him down to school 15minutes earlier before school starts, cos I wanted to let him relax himself by playing at the playground. When school starts, as usual, the teacher have to take every child's temperature and check on their hand, foot and mouth. when his turns came the teacher said"hello good morning Rayius, now teacher is going to take yr temperature ya, show me yr hand foot and mouth.. :)" Rayius refuse to show his mouth to teacher and started to worry that I'll leave him straight after all those check up. He started to hold my hand real tight, and ask me to do whatever he needs to do in the class with him. This time round I took quite a long time to convince him but still , he refuse to co-operate. His teacher starts to carry him up and bring him to somewhere and ask me to leave, and I leave with my heart aching real seriously, I think all mummies will have this kinda feeling for sure.

Hopefully lil Rayius will start to adapt to his school life soon with my worries....

Overall, I can see he really enjoy schooling with all his lovely classmate...

sOoOoo cute~~~~

Laksa steamboat and chilling on top of the hill...

100% me.....

Wendy snow balling

Jocelyn snow balling

Their snow balls

Laksa steamboat no.1

Stella-Cecilia-Wendy-Jocelyn


who is the ah-lian beside me?

Me and Cecilia

Just finish eating start puffing


Jocelyn and fatty me

They get drunk after eating laksa steamboat. haa

We discussing the pouch pouch thing :p

This day outing was plan before the day at work, Cecilia wants to meet out for shopping. Too bad, I cant make it because of my lil rascal. I need to take care of him in the day and only can run out in the night. They went to Orchard earlier on for shopping, didn't see them buying much too... ha ha.

Night time, meeting them straight away at Laksa steamboat, didn't really dare to eat much cause I'll feel guilty :( sad~~~ I earn quite a lot of fats now and then i think, I know fats is free of charge, but no need to give me so much ma, tio bo!

After that went up to Mount Faber for chilling and drinking... I don't know why that day my mood can get really high up like them, they were crazy taking photo and drinking and ki siao lo.

maybe I'm tired ba.

Next outing will be picnic at somewhere on earth in Singapore I bet, the planning is going on by Wendy and Jocelyn....... so excited, nv really go picnic before... haa

*pls don't ask me to prepare complicated food which I don't know OK, or else I'll simply cal 67773777 for you . hee