Friendship

Can anyone tell me what is friendship mean?

negative:

A) call each other or meet out only when you feel lonely
B) hanging around everyday and act close
C) best friendship in the world but ill speak you at the back
D) say O-B when you did something wrong instead of encourage
E) jealousy occur when see each other did well with flying colour

positive:

A) meet out bcos of misses
B) honest to each other
C) tells you what is right or wrong and advice you
D) worry for each other when having prob and feel emotional
E) feel happy when each other did well and fly high

Do you agree what I stated above? Actually this is what I gone thru and those so call friend I met before. I met good and bad ones, good ones can really leave a print in my heart and let me remember forever, bad ones they do leave a print in my heart also but they broke my heart too. I'm, actually the kinda person that loves to make true friend but I just can't understand why sometime there's a need to do something and hurt each other. At the age of 24 this year, I seriously don't have the chance to hang out with a whole big group of friends, need to manage so many thing in a shot, eg: family, work and friend. So I just stick to 3 or 4 close friend now and then. you must be wandering, 3 or 4 friend is enough for you? To be frank, is not enough cos most of my friend have their own family and work to manage too, still will feel lonely when I can't find a single one to accompany me maybe for shopping or coffee-chit chatting. BUT when comes to the moment when I really got any problem or something troubling me, they will be the very 1st one that starts to concern and solve my problem. I'm really so grateful that I have them. Like I always says, I don't need more friend cos I just need a few true friend, but of cos those friend that are not really close to me, I will still care when they got prob, cos they are still my friend. No matter what, I treasure every single one that treat me as a friend. I don't actually know when is the international friendship day(the sms that you'll always receive from yr friend), to me one day you hold on to this friend, everyday is friendship's day!!!

I really miss her lot........
Just browse thru those loads of pictures taken with her since ages ago till recent shots, SooOOoO sWeet, sOoOo Lovely. From those pictures I can tell that we really enjoy and get crazy every single moment, everything is just so pure and she really look so true and beautiful. She used to be a very caring friend too, although she might make mistake sometimes, but I can just simply forgive and forget. I browse thru my sms yesterday also, looking back all the inbox msg I received, Then I realise everything started to change in 360 degree just within 2 months. I was like" HUH 2 MONTHS?!!!!!" (in my mind) in march I still get to receive a concern text msg from her asking me not to drink too much, love u muackz. In May, we have a minor argue over something which is not really important but I jus felt ridiculous and disappointed. She do changed a lot, everyone can tell but I'm not very sure whether she is aware or not. I did told her before, she promise she'll look into it and do something, but no she didn't. I told her before, any problem or things troubling her, can also give me a call whereby I can always learn her my ear. I kept asking myself and wandering why she can make such big changes within just 2 months, but I really cant think of something to answer my question by her behavior. Is it something pressuring her or anything that stress her to make her behave like this? I don't know. ANYWAY I STILL WAITING FOR HER TO TURN BACK, cos I really wanna tell her to notice her behavior and the way she treat friend, cos she'll be the loser in the end if she continue this.

I, this kinda person really takes friendship very important and it's part of my life. This incident really makes my heart broke umpteen times.

sad sad~~~~~