D E P R E S S E D

Is it if you made some mistake, it will follow you forever and no chance will be given to you? Everyone makes mistake..... I made a mistake once, and I felt that this is going to ruin my life , I didn't realise how serious the affection might be for the past few year, until when I wanted to start my life afresh to look for stable , normal day job. Good job with good benefit and nice prospect will never take in such record. Regrating for what I have done in the past is already not an issue now. The issue now is, with a record when you decided to work hard and climb high, no one will be helping you, in fact some of them look down on you, condemn you and make you climb slower... My application for this job was smooth initially but now something cock up again, due to my stupid record, luckily I've met a good employer who willing to do so much for me such as appealing. For the past, so what if I have record in the past. Now I can feel how serious it can affect my future. I understand if I got rejected but it really hurt.................

It hurts my pride!
It makes me lost my confident!
It affects my life seriously!
They make me feel so hopeless in this society!

Don't ever make mistake, regardless of whatever issue..... .. . . . . . . . . . . .

I made the wrong path at my starting point, I could have living much more better than now. My life shouldn't be like this... I'm living like hell now, I am not myself, what I'm having now is not what I want. I give out chances again and again but no ideal result was shown. I really don't know how long I can tolerate all this shit happen to me... I'm already somewhere there.

HOW CAN BE SO DOWN ON LUCK, REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND !!! ARGH!!! FCUK MAN...
I HAD ENOUGH OF ALL THIS!!!

Maybe it's not your fault for cant giving me a good life, maybe luck also not shining on you. BUT I really don't know how long I still can tolerate. I can't stand it much more longer... I really don't know meeting you is destiny or god is making fun of us.

Darling's Graduation Day

It's darling's Graduation Day... This day, they not not require for any lesson. Parents are invited to the school and watch their dancing performance. The scene of the last day of school was so touched. The kids hugged the teacher one by one followed by the wishes from the teacher and asst teacher. The scene really melts my heart ... Million thanks to the teacher and asst teacher from STARTOTS PLAYGROUP for the care and teaching for my precious all these while.

Random

Hi readers... I have been neglecting my blog. I was busying preparing for my blogshop and finally....... It's OPEN NOW!!!! Trendy top, bottom, jacket/coat, dresses and JUST IN legging. hope you guys support ya... http://www.princessconcept.blogspot.com/

I got my 1st customer, Miss JOLYNN NG... Thanks bitch for your support ya.. love u =)

I have been rotting at home recently.. Jobless, don't feel like going out.. cos going out need to spend money, haix... In Singapore everything is so expensive except the air. lol~~ been to tons of interviews also, quite sickening ,cos keep repeating saying the same thing writing the same words..... Omg worst is NO REPLY!!! sot sia.. Luckily My "e-bong" arrange me for an interview at her company and it goes damn smoothly, they actually shortlisted me on the spot and wanted to pass me appointment letter to sign. Instead of signing the letter, I told them  I'll go down and sign it in few days time.. hee~~ I also don't know what I'm doing, in the end I promised them I will go down and sign it on monday.. Yippie, I got my new job =)  Gonna start work  on the 1st dec, excited , scary and sianx... Cos I used to NUA at home alrd ~~ bleh

Missing~ ~ ~ ~ ~ 

I think I have to go out for fresh air..... have been recycle my air in the house for too long already. Not very god for my health hor.. Okay, tomorrow I shall go out for a walk and drink =)

sony ericsson SATIO
I fcuking hate this sony ericsson, I have been waiting for decades for this phone cos Im so loving it!!!! and it fcuking launched when I'm broke...  have been so unlucky recently SUAY!!! when is the SUAY going to leave me, pls leave me along man... sob~~ (;_;)

I had successfully hit the weight at 45.2kg, yippie!!!!! another 1.2kg to go I will be content.

Poor lil Rayius, once he got Hand foot mouth disease. Now he got H1N1, he really got weak body I think. He is not strong enough to prevent all those rubbish sickness. Luckily the doctor say is a slight one,not very serious, only need to quarantine at home for 10 days and he's free. Hope darling will recover very soon and mummy will buy your favourite yakult for U ok.

Still Missing~ ~ ~