Saturday, November 28, 2009
D E P R E S S E D
Is it if you made some mistake, it will follow you forever and no chance will be given to you? Everyone makes mistake..... I made a mistake once, and I felt that this is going to ruin my life , I didn't realise how serious the affection might be for the past few year, until when I wanted to start my life afresh to look for stable , normal day job. Good job with good benefit and nice prospect will never take in such record. Regrating for what I have done in the past is already not an issue now. The issue now is, with a record when you decided to work hard and climb high, no one will be helping you, in fact some of them look down on you, condemn you and make you climb slower... My application for this job was smooth initially but now something cock up again, due to my stupid record, luckily I've met a good employer who willing to do so much for me such as appealing. For the past, so what if I have record in the past. Now I can feel how serious it can affect my future. I understand if I got rejected but it really hurt.................
It hurts my pride!
It makes me lost my confident!
It affects my life seriously!
They make me feel so hopeless in this society!
Don't ever make mistake, regardless of whatever issue..... .. . . . . . . . . . . .
I made the wrong path at my starting point, I could have living much more better than now. My life shouldn't be like this... I'm living like hell now, I am not myself, what I'm having now is not what I want. I give out chances again and again but no ideal result was shown. I really don't know how long I can tolerate all this shit happen to me... I'm already somewhere there.
HOW CAN BE SO DOWN ON LUCK, REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND !!! ARGH!!! FCUK MAN...
I HAD ENOUGH OF ALL THIS!!!
Maybe it's not your fault for cant giving me a good life, maybe luck also not shining on you. BUT I really don't know how long I still can tolerate. I can't stand it much more longer... I really don't know meeting you is destiny or god is making fun of us.
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