Merry Xmas 2009

Merry Xmas to all although I know it's kinda late late late... keke.... This day is quite a boring day to me as I'm gotta work plus not really in the mood to party. Met Pauline up at my work place, had our dinner at Mr bean then proceed to Le bar anti gravity. We reach there at such an early time man. We actually doesn't feel any holiday mood until sandy pass us a pack of crystal. We were playing with that like a child, sticking it all over our face.. haa.

As the night goes by, we drank quite alot.

Accompany Pauline to Le bar boutique bar. We had our countdown there! Haix... Not very fun I can say...

We went back to Le bar anti gravity again and continue the party. . . . . . . .

And then....... . . . .... ... ... .. .. GO HOME!!!

*Before the Xmas eve. We actually got invited by Cynthia and Madeline to Orchard for photo taking. Sound quite fresh ya, didn't really do this in the past. We do enjoy and have fun :) *

Another team WY outing.....

Another "1st" took down by Team WY (Mr Dog and Terry) again. Celebrating cum outing at the Cafe del mar and steamboat session at beach road. We have an enjoable outing man. Although the sun is freaking hot that day, these photo a bit out of date already, because of the slow uploader of blogspot :( . Well same old prob with the uploader again , so more photo coming up............. cheers

Going to stop emo-ing !!!

Peeps... I'm back to blog..

Such a boring day again, time really flies. Coming to a third month of my jobless day, sob O__O". I did really enjoy the day when I no need to work and just stay at home do nothing at first, but I start to feel very bored and rot more. Business hard to do due to bad market nowadays too. Things not going smooth for me as well... Jia lat arh

There's once a short period of time I got nothing better to do and I start emo-ING. I start to lost every single confident no matter in me in life or in other things, and suddenly my friend talk me round in msn and he said: "There are ups and downs in life, there are people out there whom worst than us. Cheer up girl! When you feeling emo, go search for video that shows nature disasters and you will realise your worries and unhappy are all insignificant..." Well, what he said indeed true. After he told me this, I felt really relief n cheer. Most of us here are so incontented with our life, we make ourselves miserable over insignificant or in fact childish issue.. Such as 'LOVE" matter and "MONEY" issue. After so many things happened around me, I have seen quite a lot and understand too. Haix.. That's why people around always says "LIFE SUCKS"

Darn.... put those bothering issue aside , such an irritation!!!

Going to be a busy week......

Wednesday & Thursday gotta report to House of brand consecutive for 2 days every week from now on... Helping Richard to settle some webby stuff, got extra income again, yippee!!! Babes looking for 2nd hand designer stuff, remember to check it out here often for new arrival items....

Friday going to bloody "song" facial treatment at skin lab with brother bean and meeting my bloody Von for coffee and shopping and meeting Cynthia, Madeline, Wei Li and brother bean at Shanghai Dolly. ( So sad they left me out on their 1st visit to Shanghai Dolly, Hmmm this time I follow.. lol) Gonna ask Pauline, Wendy, Jolynn and Michael etc along too

Saturday will be bringing my little rascal to choose his Christmas Present...

Sony Ericsson W995

Just happened to walk past a handphone shop at vivo that day and saw this phone with Pauline... I fell in love at the first sight with this phone, because this phone not bad looking and the most important is the price is not expensive... I decided to get myself a set of red. I adore it!!!

LIFE

20s...is for u to experiment... learn more things...see more things...and discover urself...make mistakes

30s is the time for u to do the things u really wanna to do...cause u already know what u want...what u like.....



40s and 50s is when u settle down...stablize.....start a family....accumulate ur savings......ur money.....


60s is when u retire...enjoy the fruits of ur life....ur family...ur career...

70s...is when u start becoming best friends with doctors....read obituaries....see which one of ur friends die liao


80s is when u wait to die


90s is when u ask urself why u havent die


100s is when u will appear in Guiness Book of World Records


if 110 still havent die.....then can buy toto liao


sure win man...

D E P R E S S E D

Is it if you made some mistake, it will follow you forever and no chance will be given to you? Everyone makes mistake..... I made a mistake once, and I felt that this is going to ruin my life , I didn't realise how serious the affection might be for the past few year, until when I wanted to start my life afresh to look for stable , normal day job. Good job with good benefit and nice prospect will never take in such record. Regrating for what I have done in the past is already not an issue now. The issue now is, with a record when you decided to work hard and climb high, no one will be helping you, in fact some of them look down on you, condemn you and make you climb slower... My application for this job was smooth initially but now something cock up again, due to my stupid record, luckily I've met a good employer who willing to do so much for me such as appealing. For the past, so what if I have record in the past. Now I can feel how serious it can affect my future. I understand if I got rejected but it really hurt.................

It hurts my pride!
It makes me lost my confident!
It affects my life seriously!
They make me feel so hopeless in this society!

Don't ever make mistake, regardless of whatever issue..... .. . . . . . . . . . . .

I made the wrong path at my starting point, I could have living much more better than now. My life shouldn't be like this... I'm living like hell now, I am not myself, what I'm having now is not what I want. I give out chances again and again but no ideal result was shown. I really don't know how long I can tolerate all this shit happen to me... I'm already somewhere there.

HOW CAN BE SO DOWN ON LUCK, REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND !!! ARGH!!! FCUK MAN...
I HAD ENOUGH OF ALL THIS!!!

Maybe it's not your fault for cant giving me a good life, maybe luck also not shining on you. BUT I really don't know how long I still can tolerate. I can't stand it much more longer... I really don't know meeting you is destiny or god is making fun of us.

Darling's Graduation Day

It's darling's Graduation Day... This day, they not not require for any lesson. Parents are invited to the school and watch their dancing performance. The scene of the last day of school was so touched. The kids hugged the teacher one by one followed by the wishes from the teacher and asst teacher. The scene really melts my heart ... Million thanks to the teacher and asst teacher from STARTOTS PLAYGROUP for the care and teaching for my precious all these while.

Random

Hi readers... I have been neglecting my blog. I was busying preparing for my blogshop and finally....... It's OPEN NOW!!!! Trendy top, bottom, jacket/coat, dresses and JUST IN legging. hope you guys support ya... http://www.princessconcept.blogspot.com/

I got my 1st customer, Miss JOLYNN NG... Thanks bitch for your support ya.. love u =)

I have been rotting at home recently.. Jobless, don't feel like going out.. cos going out need to spend money, haix... In Singapore everything is so expensive except the air. lol~~ been to tons of interviews also, quite sickening ,cos keep repeating saying the same thing writing the same words..... Omg worst is NO REPLY!!! sot sia.. Luckily My "e-bong" arrange me for an interview at her company and it goes damn smoothly, they actually shortlisted me on the spot and wanted to pass me appointment letter to sign. Instead of signing the letter, I told them  I'll go down and sign it in few days time.. hee~~ I also don't know what I'm doing, in the end I promised them I will go down and sign it on monday.. Yippie, I got my new job =)  Gonna start work  on the 1st dec, excited , scary and sianx... Cos I used to NUA at home alrd ~~ bleh

Missing~ ~ ~ ~ ~ 

I think I have to go out for fresh air..... have been recycle my air in the house for too long already. Not very god for my health hor.. Okay, tomorrow I shall go out for a walk and drink =)

sony ericsson SATIO
I fcuking hate this sony ericsson, I have been waiting for decades for this phone cos Im so loving it!!!! and it fcuking launched when I'm broke...  have been so unlucky recently SUAY!!! when is the SUAY going to leave me, pls leave me along man... sob~~ (;_;)

I had successfully hit the weight at 45.2kg, yippie!!!!! another 1.2kg to go I will be content.

Poor lil Rayius, once he got Hand foot mouth disease. Now he got H1N1, he really got weak body I think. He is not strong enough to prevent all those rubbish sickness. Luckily the doctor say is a slight one,not very serious, only need to quarantine at home for 10 days and he's free. Hope darling will recover very soon and mummy will buy your favourite yakult for U ok.

Still Missing~ ~ ~

completely down

I have been very down for this period of time... Don't really feel like blogging. This kinda period can consider my very down period in my entire life. Haix, luck has not been with me for decades.... 风水轮流转，几时才会转回我身边？The thing i wanna do most now is, work hard and get away for some trip and relax... This Singapore is getting bored and ugly.

Things girls don't realize....

1. Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch Goodbye.

9. Giving a guy a hanging message like 'You know what?!..uh...nevermind..' would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

11. Guys are very open about themselves.

12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

14. Guys love you more than you love them.

15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.

16. No matter how much guys talk about butts and boobs, personality is key.

17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, 'Please come and listen to me.'

23. ,b>If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

27. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

30. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

32. Not all guys are jerks. Just because ONE is a jackass doesn't mean he represents ALL of them.

33. They love it when girls talk about their boobs. haha it's true..

34. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually

35. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.

36. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.

37. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

38. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.

hope everything goes smooth for me

I have been crazily hunting for job recently... The most crazy, I went for 3 interviews each day. Somehow I felt so disappointed each time I finish an interview, because it's either the working hour is damn damn long or the salary is damn pitiful little... I have been thinking for the whole yesterday night when I was lying on my bed, I think I shld be more hard working to look for some mid high end company to join, in order to get good pay and benefit. So I cal Joey today and ask her to arrange an interview for me at London weight management. Hope everything will go smooth for me.

Good Luck to me... Stella Lim

I think I starting to have some feeling for super junior from Korea... Their 'sorry sorry' is damn awesome la, regardless the song or the dance make me so crazy in it... OMG!!!! All members in super junior is cool n style especially when they dance.... I love it!!!

Party with my bitches.....

This Janice is drunk again... sigh, I told her I MUST blog about her this night. she is super duper high, in fact I believe is drunk la. Do you guys know what she did outside Le bar, she drop her lighter and yet she pick up a cigarette bud on the floor.... hahahaha

me and von

cry baby and lala

me and Alicia

I adore you

Lisa, Yvonne and Stella

Yvonne, Lisa and me

Fated to meet

THIS IS...........

the 1st night I went partying with von since she married, or even can say a period of time before she married, due to her vexing stuff, she needs to come out for some fresh air.. as for what has happen to her, I think it's not convenient to disclose here.. sorry :) We have a quite enjoyable night, with Lisa and some IP zone stuff , or ex stuff, hee I don't really know sia.. never ask much. I can see Von quite enjoy her day that night although thru out the day she still got some argument with XXXXX.... She is fcuking high la!!! hahaha, She reprimanded me for making her fake eye lash drop.. hey man, I didn't do it purposely K, I wipe your tears with good intention , you this cry baby, next time buy stronger lash glue la, aiyo. She said she have to bring extra lash out when she go out with me.. muahahaha!!!!

anyway I really hope everything will goes fine for her soon... I don't know why recently there are a curse going ard.. Most of my friends got quarrel, argument session with their another half. hope everything goes fine for them too.. :( Hope this world goes round and round with peace.

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03/09/09 In memory of Danny Lee

This year is the 6th year since Danny left... I really can't deny times fly. Till now I still cannot forget how he left me, everything just happen in a moment. Sometimes I just cannot understand why god is so unfair, god take him away in such a sudden and this is so cruel to so many ppl. Sometimes I would think that am I the Jinx to him who causes all this. He ask me whether shld him ride his bike to the chalet, I said "ride lo, if wanna buy stuff is more convenient". If i know everything will end up like this, I will definitely say NO. I nv mention this incident recently, so let me refresh a bit. In some days of july 2003, we book a chalet for Doreen's 18th bday, we really very enjoy the chalet, perhaps we actually whack the whole chalet..lol !!! Suddenly, Bebe comes to Doreen and says" eh Doreen, you very cb de leh, invited ppl come but nv entertain ppl!" hahaha then Doreen was like so shock and replied" Since when I invited them". From that moment, I met Danny........ The whole chalet was so happening and crazy, and I'm craving for something to fill my tummy but we do not have transport to travel there until I heard the group actually ride here. I also forget and don't know how I approach him to sent me there. The most funny part was when I got all my thing and stand in front of the cashier and I realise that I nv bring any cent with me and I ask Danny to pay.. hahaha ( Doreen says" u very daring hor, what if he nv bring $ leh.") hahaha , seriously at the point of time I nv feel anything cos I'm in high mode already.. LOL so this is how I met Danny...

As for how we get tgt I really don't...... In fact, I don't even know whether are we officially tgt. but I can only say he really dote on me a lot lo... He did quite a lot of thing for me which I think I don wanna bring up here la.... Our relationship is very short and yet is very memorable... When the day he passed away which is on 03/09/03, I was completely loss, I don't know what to do next and perhaps I was shocked! Cos I never expect this kinda thing will happen to me.

Anyway, this is already the past and I can only place him in my mind as a good memory. Hope Danny is doing well and living happily in another world....

Danny, you are always remember by us................... bless you

09-09-09

Ytd night was quite a peaceful normal working night. I have myself, my bitchy Jolynn, drunkard Janice and a new girl name Cat. We actually don't have enough ppl to work so Pauline arrange Janice to help up. After a week when this funny funny arrangement started, ytd was the 1st night I met Janice. I thought we will drifted apart but I was totally wrong, we miss each other sooOOoOoo much!!!! We hugged together and say we missed each other soOooo much like have nv meet for century... hahaha... Though ytd sales figure is not in satisfaction thus we had an enjoyable working night... cheers